Since the blog is called "Just me" I think it's time for some peronal confessions. Many people believe in movies. I also used to believe in movies. In the movies that always have a happy ending and the boy gets the girl and the girl gets the boy. Yeah, maybe sometimes it happens in real life, but I guess I don't deserve a "Happy ending". I had the boy and I've lost the boy! Only because I was foolish enough to follow someone else, not my heart. And now the boy has his girl.  - "Too bad, so sad!" - said Marishka to Van Helsing right before she tried to kill him. I will say it too if I stop fighting for him. But I won't. And I never will.